In this chapter we have, I. The famous story of
St. Paul's conversion from being an outrageous persecutor of the
gospel of Christ to be an illustrious professor and preacher of it.
1. How he was first awakened and wrought upon by an appearance of
Christ himself to him as he was going upon an errand of persecution
to Damascus: and what a condition he was in while he lay under the
power of those convictions and terrors,
1 And Saul, yet breathing out threatenings and slaughter against the disciples of the Lord, went unto the high priest, 2 And desired of him letters to Damascus to the synagogues, that if he found any of this way, whether they were men or women, he might bring them bound unto Jerusalem. 3 And as he journeyed, he came near Damascus: and suddenly there shined round about him a light from heaven: 4 And he fell to the earth, and heard a voice saying unto him, Saul, Saul, why persecutest thou me? 5 And he said, Who art thou, Lord? And the Lord said, I am Jesus whom thou persecutest: it is hard for thee to kick against the pricks. 6 And he trembling and astonished said, Lord, what wilt thou have me to do? And the Lord said unto him, Arise, and go into the city, and it shall be told thee what thou must do. 7 And the men which journeyed with him stood speechless, hearing a voice, but seeing no man. 8 And Saul arose from the earth; and when his eyes were opened, he saw no man: but they led him by the hand, and brought him into Damascus. 9 And he was three days without sight, and neither did eat nor drink.
We found mention made of Saul twice or thrice in the story of Stephen, for the sacred penman longed to come to his story; and now we are come to it, not quite taking leave of Peter but from henceforward being mostly taken up with Paul the apostle of the Gentiles, as Peter was of the circumcision. His name in Hebrew was Saul—desired, though as remarkably little in stature as his namesake king Saul was tall and stately; one of the ancients calls him, Homo tricubitalis—but four feet and a half in height; his Roman name which he went by among the citizens of Rome was Paul—little. He was born in Tarsus, a city of Cilicia, a free city of the Romans, and himself a freeman of that city. His father and mother were both native Jews; therefore he calls himself a Hebrew of the Hebrews; he was of the tribe of Benjamin, which adhered to Judah. His education was in the schools of Tarsus first, which was a little Athens for learning; there he acquainted himself with the philosophy and poetry of the Greeks. Thence he was sent to the university at Jerusalem, to study divinity and the Jewish law. His tutor was Gamaliel, an eminent Pharisee. He had extraordinary natural parts, and improved mightily in learning. He had likewise a handicraft trade (being bred to tent-making), which was common with those among the Jews who were bred scholars (as Dr. Lightfoot saith), for the earning of their maintenance, and the avoiding of idleness. This is the young man on whom the grace of God wrought this mighty change here recorded, about a year after the ascension of Christ, or little more. We are here told,
I. How bad he was, how very bad, before his
conversion; just before he was an inveterate enemy to Christianity,
did his utmost to root it out, by persecuting all that embraced it.
In other respects he was well enough, as touching the
righteousness which is of the law, blameless, a man of no ill
morals, but a blasphemer of Christ, a persecutor of Christians, and
injurious to both,
1. His general enmity and rage against the
Christian religion (
2. His particular design upon the
Christians at Damascus; thither was the gospel now lately carried
by those that fled from the persecution at Stephen's death, and
thought to be safe and quiet there, and were connived at by those
in power there: but Saul cannot be easy if he knows a Christian is
quiet; and therefore, hearing that the Christians in Damascus were
so, he resolves to give them disturbance. In order to this, he
applies to the high priest for a commission (
II. How suddenly and strangely a blessed change was wrought in him, not in the use of any ordinary means, but by miracles. The conversion of Paul is one of the wonders of the church. Here is,
1. The place and time of it: As he journeyed, he came near to Damascus; and there, Christ met with him.
(1.) He was in the way, travelling upon his
journey; not in the temple, nor in the synagogue, nor in the
meeting of the Christians, but by the way. The work of conversion
is not tied to the church, though ordinarily public administrations
are made use of. Some are reclaimed in slumberings on the bed
(
(2.) He was near Damascus, almost at his
journey's end, ready to enter the city, the chief city of Syria.
Some observe that he who was to be the apostle of the Gentiles was
converted to the faith of Christ in a Gentile country. Damascus had
been infamous for persecuting God's people formerly—they threshed
Gilead with threshing instruments of iron (
(3.) He was in a wicked way, pursuing his design against the Christians at Damascus, and pleasing himself with the thought that he should devour this new-born child of Christianity there. Note, Sometimes the grace of God works upon sinners when they are at the worst, and hotly engaged in the most desperate sinful pursuits, which is much for the glory both of God's pity and of his power.
(4.) The cruel edict and decree he had with
him drew near to be put in execution; and now it was happily
prevented, which may be considered, [1.] As a great kindness to the
poor saints at Damascus, who had notice of his coming, as appears
by what Ananias said (
2. The appearance of Christ to him in his
glory. Here it is only said that there shone round about him a
light from heaven; but it appears from what follows (
3. The arresting of Saul, and his
detachment: He fell to the earth,
4. The arraigning of Saul. Being by the
fall taken into custody, and as it were set to the bar, he heard a
voice saying to him (and it was distinguishing, to him only, for
though those that were with him heard a sound,
(1.) Saul not only saw a light from heaven,
but heard a voice from heaven; wherever the glory of God was seen,
the word of God was heard (
(2.) What he heard was very awakening.
[1.] He was called by his name, and that
doubled: Saul, Saul. Some think, in calling him Saul, he
hints at that great persecutor of David whose name he bore. He was
indeed a second Saul, and such an enemy to the Son of David as the
other was to David. Calling him by his name intimates the
particular regard that Christ had to him: I have surnamed thee,
though thou hast not known me,
[2.] The charge exhibited against him is,
Why persecutest thou me? Observe here, First, Before
Saul was made a saint, he was made to see himself a sinner, a great
sinner, a sinner against Christ. Now he was made to see that evil
in himself which he never saw before; sin revived and he died.
Note, A humbling conviction of sin is the first step towards a
saving conversion from sin. Secondly, He is convinced of one
particular sin, which he was most notoriously guilty of, and had
justified himself in, and thereby way is made for his conviction of
all the rest. Thirdly, The sin he is convinced of is
persecution: Why persecutest thou me? It is a very
affectionate expostulation, enough to melt a heart of stone.
Observe, 1. The person sinning: "It is thou; thou, that art not one
of the ignorant, rude, unthinking crowd, that will run down any
thing they hear put into an ill name, but thou that hast had a
liberal learned education, has good parts and accomplishments, hast
the knowledge of the scriptures, which, if duly considered, would
show thee the folly of it. It is worse in thee than in another." 2.
The person sinned against: "It is I, who never did thee any harm,
who came from heaven to earth to do thee good, who was not long
since crucified for thee; and was not that enough, but must I
afresh be crucified by thee?" 3. The kind and continuance of the
sin. It was persecution, and he was at this time engaged in it:
"Not only thou hast persecuted, but thou persecutest, thou
persistest in it." He was not at this time hauling any to prison,
nor killing them; but this was the errand he came upon to Damascus;
he was now projecting it, and pleasing himself with the thought of
it. Note, Those that are designing mischief are, in God's account,
doing mischief. 4. The question put to him upon it: "Why dost thou
do it?" (1.) It is complaining language. "Why dealest thou thus
unjustly, thus unkindly, with my disciples?" Christ never
complained so much of those who persecuted him in his own person as
he did here of those who persecuted him in his followers. He
complains of it as it was Saul's sin: "Why art thou such an enemy
to thyself, to thy God?" Note, The sins of sinners are a very
grievous burden to the Lord Jesus. He is grieved for them
(
5. Saul's question upon his indictment, and
the reply to it,
(1.) He makes enquiry concerning Christ:
Who art thou, Lord? He gives no direct answer to the charge
preferred against him, being convicted by his own conscience, and
self-condemned. If God contend with us for our sins, we are not
able to answer for one of a thousand, especially such a one as the
sin of persecution. Convictions of sin, when they are set home with
power upon the conscience, will silence all excuses and
self-justifications. Though I were righteous, yet would I not
answer. But he desires to know who is his judge; the
compellation is respectful: Lord. He who had been a
blasphemer of Christ's name now speaks to him as his Lord. The
question is proper: Who art thou? This implies his present
unacquaintedness with Christ; he knew not his voice as his own
sheep do, but he desired to be acquainted with him; he is convinced
by this light which encloses him that it is one from heaven that
speaks to him, and he has a veneration for every thing that appears
to him to come from heaven; and therefore, Lord, who art thou?
What is thy name?
(2.) He has an answer immediately, in which we have,
[1.] Christ's gracious revelation of
himself to him. He is always ready to answer the serious enquiries
of those who covet an acquaintance with him: I am Jesus whom
thou persecutest. The name of Jesus was not unknown to him; his
heart had risen against it many a time, and gladly would he bury it
in oblivion. He knew it was the name that he persecuted, but little
did he think to hear it from heaven, or from the midst of such a
glory as now shone round about him. Note, Christ brings souls into
fellowship with himself by manifesting himself to them. He said,
First, I am Jesus, a Saviour; I am Jesus of Nazareth, so it
is,
[2.] His gentle reproof of him: It is hard for thee to kick against the pricks, or goads—to spurn at the spur. It is hard, it is in itself an absurd and evil thing, and will be of fatal consequence to him that does it. Those kick at the goad that stifle and smother the convictions of conscience, that rebel against God's truths and laws, that quarrel with his providences, and that persecute and oppose his ministers, because they reprove them, and their words are as goads and as nails. Those that revolt more and more when they are stricken by the word or rod of God, that are enraged at reproofs and fly in the face of their reprovers, kick against the pricks and will have a great deal to answer for.
6. His surrender of himself to the Lord
Jesus at length,
(1.) The frame and temper he was in, when Christ had been dealing with him. [1.] He trembled, as one in a great fright. Note, Strong convictions, set home by the blessed Spirit, will make an awakened soul to tremble. How can those choose but tremble that are made to see the eternal God provoked against them, the whole creation at war with them, and their own souls upon the brink of ruin! [2.] He was astonished, was filled with amazement, as one brought into a new world, that knew not where he was. Note, The convincing, converting, work of Christ is astonishing to the awakened soul, and fills it with admiration. "What is this that God has done with me, and what will he do?"
(2.) His address to Jesus Christ, when he was in this frame: Lord, what wilt thou have me to do? This may be taken, [1.] As a serious request for Christ's teachings: "Lord, I see I have hitherto been out of the way; thou hast shown me my error, set me to rights; thou hast discovered sin to me, discover to me the way to pardon and peace." It is like that, Men and brethren, what must we do? Note, A serious desire to be instructed by Christ in the way of salvation is an evidence of a good work begun in the soul. Or, [2.] As a sincere resignation of himself to the direction and government of the Lord Jesus. This was the first word that grace spoke in Paul, and with this began a spiritual life: Lord Jesus, What wilt thou have me to do? Did not he know what he had to do? Had he not his commission in his pocket? And what had he to do but to execute it? No, he had done enough of this work already, and resolves now to change his master, and employ himself better. Now it is not, What will the high priest and the elders have me to do? What will my own wicked appetites and passions have me to do? But, What wilt thou have me to do? The great change in conversion is wrought upon the will, and consists in the resignation of that to the will of Christ.
(3.) The general direction Christ gave him, in answer to this: Arise, go into the city of Damascus, which thou art now near to, and it shall be told thee what thou must do. It is encouragement enough to have further instruction promised him, but, [1.] He must not have it yet; it shall be told him shortly what he must do, but, for the present, he must pause upon what has been said to him, and improve that. Let him consider awhile what he has done in persecuting Christ, and be deeply humbled for that, and then he shall be told what he has further to do. [2.] He must not have it in this way, by a voice from heaven, for it is plain that he cannot bear it; he trembles, and is astonished. He shall be told therefore what he must do by a man like himself, whose terror shall not make him afraid, nor his hand be heavy upon him, which Israel desired at mount Sinai. Or, it is an intimation that Christ would take some other time to manifest himself further to him, when he was more composed, and this fright pretty well over. Christ manifests himself to his people by degrees; and both what he does and would he have them to do, though they know not now, they shall know hereafter.
7. How far his fellow travellers were
affected with this, and what impression it made upon them. They
fell to the earth, as he did, but rose without being bidden, which
he did not, but lay still till it was said to him, Arise;
for he lay under a heavier load than any of them did; but when they
were up, (1.) They stood speechless, as men in confusion,
and that was all,
8. What condition Saul was in after this,
10 And there was a certain disciple at Damascus, named Ananias; and to him said the Lord in a vision, Ananias. And he said, Behold, I am here, Lord. 11 And the Lord said unto him, Arise, and go into the street which is called Straight, and enquire in the house of Judas for one called Saul, of Tarsus: for, behold, he prayeth, 12 And hath seen in a vision a man named Ananias coming in, and putting his hand on him, that he might receive his sight. 13 Then Ananias answered, Lord, I have heard by many of this man, how much evil he hath done to thy saints at Jerusalem: 14 And here he hath authority from the chief priests to bind all that call on thy name. 15 But the Lord said unto him, Go thy way: for he is a chosen vessel unto me, to bear my name before the Gentiles, and kings, and the children of Israel: 16 For I will show him how great things he must suffer for my name's sake. 17 And Ananias went his way, and entered into the house; and putting his hands on him said, Brother Saul, the Lord, even Jesus, that appeared unto thee in the way as thou camest, hath sent me, that thou mightest receive thy sight, and be filled with the Holy Ghost. 18 And immediately there fell from his eyes as it had been scales: and he received sight forthwith, and arose, and was baptized. 19 And when he had received meat, he was strengthened. Then was Saul certain days with the disciples which were at Damascus. 20 And straightway he preached Christ in the synagogues, that he is the Son of God. 21 But all that heard him were amazed, and said; Is not this he that destroyed them which called on this name in Jerusalem, and came hither for that intent, that he might bring them bound unto the chief priests? 22 But Saul increased the more in strength, and confounded the Jews which dwelt at Damascus, proving that this is very Christ.
As for God, his work is perfect; if he begin, he will make an end: a good work was begun in Saul, when he was brought to Christ's feet, in that word, Lord, what wilt thou have me to do? And never did Christ leave any that were brought to that. Though Saul was sadly mortified when he lay three days blind, yet he was not abandoned. Christ here takes care of the work of his own hands. He that hath torn will heal—that hath smitten will bind up—that hath convinced will comfort.
I. Ananias is here ordered to go and look after him, to heal and help him; for he that causeth grief will have compassion.
1. The person employed is Ananias, a
certain disciple at Damascus, not lately driven thither from
Jerusalem, but a native of Damascus; for it is said (
2. The direction given him is to go and
enquire at such a house, probably an inn, for one Saul of
Tarsus. Christ, in a vision, called to Ananias by name,
3. Two reasons are given him why he must go and enquire for this stranger, and offer him his service—
(1.) Because he prays, and his coming to
him must answer his prayer. This is a reason, [1.] Why Ananias
needed not to be afraid of him, as we find he was,
(2.) Because he hath seen in a vision such
a man coming to him, to restore him to his sight; and Ananias's
coming to him must answer his dream, for it was of God (
II. Ananias objects against going to him, and the Lord answers the objection. See how condescendingly the Lord admits his servant to reason with him.
1. Ananias pleads that this Saul was a
notorious persecutor of the disciples of Christ,
2. Christ overrules the objection
(
III. Ananias presently goes on Christ's errand to Saul, and with good effect. He had started an objection against going to him, but, when an answer was given to it, he dropped it, and did not insist upon it. When difficulties are removed, what have we to do but to go on with our work, and not hang upon an objection?
1. Ananias delivered his message to Saul,
2. Ananias saw the good issue of his
mission. (1.) In Christ's favour to Saul. At the word of Ananias,
Saul was discharged from his confinement by the restoring of his
sight; for Christ's commission to open the prison to those that
were bound (
IV. The good work that was begun in Saul is carried on wonderfully; this new-born Christian, though he seemed as one born out of due time, yet presently comes to maturity.
1. He received his bodily strength,
2. He associated with the disciples that
were at Damascus, fell in with them, conversed with them, went to
their meetings, and joined in communion with them. He had lately
breathed out threatenings and slaughter against them, but
now breathes love and affection to them. Now the wolf dwells
with the lamb, and the leopard lies down with the kid,
3. He preached Christ in the
synagogues,
4. He confuted and confounded those that
opposed the doctrine of Christ,
23 And after that many days were fulfilled, the Jews took counsel to kill him: 24 But their laying await was known of Saul. And they watched the gates day and night to kill him. 25 Then the disciples took him by night, and let him down by the wall in a basket. 26 And when Saul was come to Jerusalem, he assayed to join himself to the disciples: but they were all afraid of him, and believed not that he was a disciple. 27 But Barnabas took him, and brought him to the apostles, and declared unto them how he had seen the Lord in the way, and that he had spoken to him, and how he had preached boldly at Damascus in the name of Jesus. 28 And he was with them coming in and going out at Jerusalem. 29 And he spake boldly in the name of the Lord Jesus, and disputed against the Grecians: but they went about to slay him. 30 Which when the brethren knew, they brought him down to Cæsarea, and sent him forth to Tarsus. 31 Then had the churches rest throughout all Judæa and Galilee and Samaria, and were edified; and walking in the fear of the Lord, and in the comfort of the Holy Ghost, were multiplied.
Luke here makes no mention of Paul's
journey into Arabia, which he tells us himself was immediately
after his conversion,
I. He met with difficulties at Damascus,
and had a narrow escape of being killed there. Observe, 1. What his
danger was (
II. He met with difficulties at Jerusalem
the first time he went thither,
1. How shy his friends were of him
(
2. How sharp his enemies were upon him.
(1.) He was admitted into the communion of the disciples, which was
no little provocation to his enemies. It vexed the unbelieving Jews
to see Saul a trophy of Christ's victory, and a captive to his
grace, who had been such a champion for their cause—to see him
coming in, and going out, with the apostles (
III. The churches had now a comfortable
gleam of liberty and peace (
1. The churches had rest. After a storm comes a calm. Though we are always to expect troublesome times, yet we may expect that they shall not last always. This was a breathing-time allowed them, to prepare them for the next encounter. The churches that were already planted were mostly in Judea, Galilee, and Samaria, within the limits of the holy land. There were the first Christian churches, where Christ had himself laid the foundation.
2. They made a good use of this lucid interval. Instead of growing more secure and wanton in the day of their prosperity, they abounded more in their duty, and made a good use of their tranquillity. (1.) They were edified, were built up in their most holy faith; the more free and constant enjoyment they had of the means of knowledge and grace, the more they increased in knowledge and grace. (2.) They walked in the fear of the Lord—were more exemplary themselves for a holy heavenly conversation. They so lived that all who conversed with them might say, Surely the fear of God reigns in those people. (3.) They walked in the comfort of the Holy Ghost—were not only faithful, but cheerful, in religion; they stuck to the ways of the Lord, and sang in those ways. The comfort of the Holy Ghost was their consolation, and that which they made their chief joy. They had recourse to the comfort of the Holy Ghost, and lived upon that, not only in days of trouble and affliction, but in days of rest and prosperity. The comforts of the earth, when they had the most free and full enjoyment of them, could not content them without the comfort of the Holy Ghost. Observe the connection of these two: when they walked in the fear of the Lord, then they walked in the comfort of the Holy Ghost. Those are most likely to walk cheerfully that walk circumspectly.
3. God blessed it to them for their increase in number: They were multiplied. Sometimes the church multiplies the more for its being afflicted, as Israel in Egypt; yet if it were always so, the saints of the Most High would be worn out. At other times its rest contributes to its growth, as it enlarges the opportunity of ministers, and invites those in who at first are afraid of suffering. Or, then, when they walked in the fear of God and his comforts, they were multiplied. Thus those that will not be won by the word may be won by the conversation of professors.
32 And it came to pass, as Peter passed throughout all quarters, he came down also to the saints which dwelt at Lydda. 33 And there he found a certain man named Æneas, which had kept his bed eight years, and was sick of the palsy. 34 And Peter said unto him, Æneas, Jesus Christ maketh thee whole: arise, and make thy bed. And he arose immediately. 35 And all that dwelt at Lydda and Saron saw him, and turned to the Lord.
Here we have, I. The visit Peter made to
the churches that were newly planted by the dispersed preachers,
II. The cure Peter wrought on Eneas,
a man that had been bedridden eight years,
III. The good influence this had upon many
(
36 Now there was at Joppa a certain disciple named Tabitha, which by interpretation is called Dorcas: this woman was full of good works and almsdeeds which she did. 37 And it came to pass in those days, that she was sick, and died: whom when they had washed, they laid her in an upper chamber. 38 And forasmuch as Lydda was nigh to Joppa, and the disciples had heard that Peter was there, they sent unto him two men, desiring him that he would not delay to come to them. 39 Then Peter arose and went with them. When he was come, they brought him into the upper chamber: and all the widows stood by him weeping, and showing the coats and garments which Dorcas made, while she was with them. 40 But Peter put them all forth, and kneeled down, and prayed; and turning him to the body said, Tabitha, arise. And she opened her eyes: and when she saw Peter, she sat up. 41 And he gave her his hand, and lifted her up, and when he had called the saints and widows, presented her alive. 42 And it was known throughout all Joppa; and many believed in the Lord. 43 And it came to pass, that he tarried many days in Joppa with one Simon a tanner.
Here we have another miracle wrought by Peter, for the confirming of the gospel, and which exceeded the former—the raising of Tabitha to life when she had been for some time dead. Here is,
I. The life, and death, and character of
Tabitha, on whom this miracle was wrought,
II. The request which her Christian friends
sent to Peter to come to them with all speed, not to attend the
funeral, but, if it might be, to prevent it,
III. The posture in which he found the
survivors, when he came to them (
1. Commending the deceased—a good work,
when there was that in them which was truly commendable, and worthy
of imitation, and when it is done modestly and soberly, and without
flattery of the survivors or any sinister intention, but purely for
the glory of God and the exciting of others to that which is
virtuous and praiseworthy. The commendation of Tabitha was like her
own virtues, not in word, but in deed. Here were no encomiums of
her in orations, nor poems inscribed to her memory; but the
widows showed the coats and garments which she made for them,
and bestowed upon them while she was with them. It was the
comfort of Job, while he lived, that the loins of the poor blessed
him, because they were warmed with the fleece of his sheep,
2. They were here lamenting the loss of her: The widows stood by Peter, weeping. When the merciful are taken away, it should be laid to heart, especially by those to whom they have been in a particular manner merciful. They need not weep for her; she is taken from the evil to come, she rests from her labours and her works follow her, besides those she leaves behind her: but they weep for themselves and for their children, who will soon find the want of such a good woman, that has not left her fellow. Observe, They take notice of what good Dorcas did while she was with them, but now she is gone from them, and this is their grief. Those that are charitable will find that the poor they have always with them; but it is well if those that are poor find that they have always the charitable with them. We must make a good use of the lights that yet a little while are with us, because they will not be always with us, will not be long with us: and when they are gone we shall think what they did when they were with us. It should seem, the widows wept before Peter, as an inducement to him, if he could do any thing, to have compassion on them and help them, and restore one to them that used to have compassion on them. When charitable people are dead, there is no praying them to life again; but, when they are sick, this piece of gratitude is owing to them, to pray for their recovery, that, if it be the will of God, those may be spared to live who can ill be spared to die.
IV. The manner in which she was raised to
life. 1. Privately: She was laid in the upper room where they used
to have their public meetings, and, it should seem, there was great
crowding about the dead body, in expectation of what would be done;
but Peter put them all forth, all the weeping widows, all
but some few relations of the family, or perhaps the heads of the
church, to join with him in prayer; as Christ did,
V. The good effect of this miracle. 1. Many
were by it convinced of the truth of the gospel, that is was from
heaven, and not of men, and believed in the Lord,